name: Kunikuzushi, Scaramouche -> Peregrin
titles: The Wanderer, 6th of the Elevent Fatui Harbingers, The skirmisher, The Balladeer, starseek wayfarer
relationship: eternally bonded to Ilarion "Ilya", light in the darkness
type: god, angel
coded: BPD, autism, DID, ED
element: anemo
associations: blue fire, blue sky, starry sky, lightning, cyan, gold
emojis: 🌀🌌☄️🔷💙💠
THE WANDERER is the shape of my soul. my soul flame. he's my savior, my mirror, everything i am and everything i wish to become.[In that instant, he beheld his own reflections, each one vivid, each one real, each one him.]


CANON

Eternity stretches things out over a long time. But each moment within it becomes all the more fragile.
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Just like a bubble on the water. Beautiful for a moment, then total destruction.
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The stars, the sky... it's all a gigantic hoax. A lie.
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Are you deaf, or just stupid? When did I give you the right to issue your own orders?
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It took three betrayals for me to finally understand: The world is just an elaborate tapestry of lies. My fury will never be quelled!
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The first to betray me was a god. My creator... my mother. Valuing strength above all, she saw no worth in me, and I was discarded.
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The second was a human. My family... my friend. Consumed by fear, he saw me as an abomination.
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The third was one exactly like me. A hope for the future... a fledgling barely out of the nest. Powerless before his mortality, he broke his promise to me.
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Humans... they can't be trusted. And the gods fill me with pure loathing. So I said good riddance! I denounce the world and laugh in its face!
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My chest will never again be defiled by worldly filth. I will scrub away every last trace of human emotion!
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Hah. Barely two words in and you already look like you want me dead.
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My endless cycle... begins!
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Time to reenact a scene from the Archon war!
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You dare to gaze upon me?
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Bow your head!
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There is no need to exchange pleasantries... it's rather pathetic to force a conversation just to occupy the silence.
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>Scaramouche... the mere fact of your utility does not make you indestructible.
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RISE ANDS SHINE SLEEPYHEAD, the sun's already in your eyes! Hahaha... don't tell me you actually thought I'd wake you up like that...
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Anger, whether it be from others or myself, is too convenient and useful as a tool.
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I'm trying to figure out a way to get rid of you so I can go commit atrocities. ...Wait, did you think I was being serious?
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If you still insist on continuing down this path, then stand behind me.
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In that instant, he beheld his own reflections, each one vivid, each one real, each one him.
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The real him had never died, no, it lived on deep within his heart. As long as he still had a choice, he would tread the same course no matter how many times he did this over.

Starlight

Neither will my love and adoration.
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What will it take for me to convince you to help yourself? To let me help you again?
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- Your first follower...? What about your servant...?
- He is not my follower. His significance to me and his rank in the new world is beyond what you can understand with your puny brain.
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Give me your hand. Heh, there's no need to be nervous. I'm just taking you to a vantage point.
How is it? The scenery here should be quite breathtaking. There's no need to thank me — I see little point in it.
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I do not need a lover. I need a blade; an executioner to enact revenge with me. Can you do that?

Insp

I am what you designed me to be. I am your blade. You cannot now complain if you also feel the hurt.
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I am not ruined. I am ruination.
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You are all that is vast and unknowable. You are rain and butterflies. You are the sky and the sea beneath it. You are sharks and pretty little fish. You are the coolness of night and the raging storm. You are bigger then you can ever imagine. You are blue, you are perfect.
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So many times I've asked myself, "Where do you want to go?"
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The void in my heart (empty heart) being filled up has become the answer
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Everyone is a Wayfarer roaming the wastelands
on a journey with no signs, I will find the stars
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je suis et serai toujours lĂ .